call me mely, I'm 21. I'm a libra. I'm Dominican & Spaniard. etc-etc
You will save thousands by quitting drugs & alcohol. Hundreds, by quitting cigarettes. But nothing, when you die.
I never even took the time to realize how much has changed In my life and how much I evolved as a person and how I have grown and matured Into an honorable woman. I look back Into this account, and I would read the things I would blog about and my past Interest. I suppose that no situation can be taken too seriously. The more phases I have been faced with, the more of a understanding I have of who I am. Some traits have stayed the same, a lot has changed. What I find most amusing Is, that everything I used to blog about wasn’t even that long ago, It’s been a dramatic change and It’s also a awkward feeling because I’m still adapting to myself. It’s like I’m my own new surrounding and I don’t even know how to greet my formal shadow. Just glad I’m the author of my own story, not only the main character.
In all due honesty what Is It with people being so fucking sneaky and having such deceitful personalities. I can not seem to comprehend It. I mean, I would accept full responsibility for people trying to manipulate me If I was giving them a doubtful Impression but that’s not the case. I prefer to be hated for who I am and not cherished for a bitch I wouldn’t please to be. I do believe from the bottom of my heart that everybody has a certain type of definition of what a “true” friendship consist of. In this generation though It really does go a long way and I think the same person you end up embracing with love should be the same person you should be scared shitless of. This whole… me not having anybody around situation, actually feels pretty good. I’m actually used to this, but It’s still not something I condone but I suppose It’s something I’ve grown accustomed too In the past year.
